1. |
Ghosts
02:26
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VERSE:
She said
She'll peel
Until
It kills
And she said
She’ll kil
Until
She feels
She said
She'll tear
My heart
To hell
She says
Don’t yell
She knows
I won’t tell
CHORUS
I guess I might remember
The light in the hall
From last September
I think I might remember
How everything was barely
Held together
I guess I can remember
The time I swore
That things’d get better
I think I might remember
The ghost in the walls
I hope she’s better
VERSE
He said
He'll peel
His skin
To feel
What it means
To hurt her
What it means
To kill
He said
He'll rip
His Heart
To pieces
To feed her
To please her
To need her
To leave her
Chorus:
I guess I might remember
The light in the hall
From last September
I think I might remember
How everything was barely
Held together
I guess I can remember
The time I swore
That things’d get better
I think I might remember
The ghost in the walls
I hope she’s better
DEV:
She's the ghost
Who haunts
My dreams
So I
Don't have
To be
So lonely
She’s the ghost
Who haunts
My sheets
Cold and dead hands
Feel so lovely.
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2. |
Rusty Bones
01:56
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Pebbles has been
Leaving again
Smashed the fence
Now she’s out of our hands
Benny has been
Packing her bags
Says she’s moving
And she ain’t coming back
I’ve got
Rusty Bones
I can’t dial the phone
I’ve got
Rusty Bones
Maybe it’s fine
If I come home alone
Go to work
11am
Smashed some cans
Now it’s out of your hands
Daydrink
get a new tattoo
Maybe some lyrics
From a song about you
Rusty Bones,
How did you get home
We brought you here
But now you’re alone
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3. |
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Black Eyeliner is running down your face again
From these poems all saying that we can't be friends
I will rewrite them, I will change their minds,
I will use my body to let you sleep at night
When the blood-moon ends and the sun will rise
I'll tell your friends that you died that night.
I can't sleep in my bed without you
There's wine and beer and drugs to make her feel like she belongs
As she speaks slowly "please someone help me"
There's wine and beer and drugs to make me feel like I belong
Beside her body, please someone help me
Black short bangs, I need you in my veins again
Tattooed sleeves, I hope you that you can be my end,
I will dye my hair, I will burn my shoes,
I will black my eyes, but just these two,
I will dye my hair, I will burn my shoes,
I'll change myself, just all for you
I'll starve my mouth. If little else, I'll stop these words from spilling out
Black eyeliner, black short bangs,
I need you in my veins (x2)
(x2)
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4. |
You Were Alright
02:22
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I'll fall asleep in the parking lot
Lock all the doors, turn the alarm off,
I'll call you if I wake up fine
Just to tell you I'm feeling alright
I was never in my control
lay in my bed, help me feel whole
You'll say you love me just to get off,
I'll lock my door, turn the volume up
I'll text you when I'm feeling fine
Just to tell you I'm doing alright
I need an operation
I need something more
I need twice my medication
Take me to the hospital.
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5. |
Ghosts 2 The Future
01:43
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Dummm-dummmmm-dummmmm
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6. |
i dunno...
01:42
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Do you know where you are
At the bottom of the lake breathing twice as hard
With a stone in my electric
Heart placing bets that say I can't get far
I'm the lead weight in your chest
Be patient, just take a breath,
Don't leave me, clamp your wings,
Break me neck and say you'll love me
She wants me dead
I want me dead
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7. |
Charlie
03:38
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Maybe I'll stay behind dumpster 5,
Eating cigarette smoke for the rest of my fucking life
She says when I lie,
Tell her I'm alright
She doesn't believe me,
I'm doin' fine.
When you said walking out on you
Was the best/worst thing I'll ever do (x2)
I will laugh,
Because I'm sure I'm late again
And every textbook that I've ever owned is laying on your bed
I will get high,
I will get sad,
People can laugh,
I hate college, man.
Now Cass is dead, or at least to me,
Two seasons of this shitshow had to end, now it's on repeat
Every night I close my eyes, I ask myself how I survive,
Every time someone looks me in the eyes, it feels like social suicide.
When you said walking out on you
Was the best/worst thing I'll ever do (x2)
I will laugh, Oh I'll laugh,
'cause I am sure I'm fucked again,
And every text message notification
Has me wishing I was dead
We're not kids, not anymore
We've got things we can't afford
We need to find a start, before we're living out of shopping carts.
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8. |
San Juan
03:22
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Says she missed all her friends,
Says she misses her parents,
She needs some reassurance
Says she misses her old life,
Back home, everything's alright
She needs some reassurance
New Mexico,
I loved you so,
Given everything,
Now there's nothing to show
New Mexico,
I know,
I know.
It's getting harder not to focus on the shadows through the door
I don't need reassurance
It's harder not to focus on the thoughts that I just can't ignore
I don't need your fucking reassurance
Even dead need a friend,
Take my hand, make it end,
Torch this place to the ground,
Make me proud.
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9. |
Warm/Cold
02:50
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I'm sorry mom, I'm sorry dad,
This whole thing is just a fad
I'll be done and I'll be home,
As soon as I feel a bit less alone.
I'm writing songs about the past,
About things that weren't so bad
I'm losing hope, I can't cope.
Just wanna feel a bit less alone
I'm sorry, Caity, I'm sorry, Bryce,
Maybe I'm just not that kind of guy
Who's always there when you break your bones
Don't let me feel so alone
I get so lost thinking about
how to avoid letting myself out
I have these words typed on my phone,
I'll delete them when I'm alone.
It's so warm, and it's so cold,
I'm so bored doing what I'm told,
Please god just strike me down,
You're better off if I'm not around
The fire spreads, it peels it burn,
It takes out lives before it hurts,
Heard her say in her simple way
"If you want, then you can stay"
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10. |
Broken Bird
02:56
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(Angry people, geez)
She said she's lonely
I'm alone, see?
Every word
That I can speak
Comes out wrong
Comes out lazy
Comes out with blood
Why don't you love me
Comes out worse
Than the first
I'm the driver
Of this hearse
Comes out planned
Too well rehearsed
I'm the diver
Way off course
I'm never at home, please
This house haunts me,
I'm always grasping
At my car keys,
I’m never strong,
It's always hazy,
From all the blood,
That escapes me
To make it worse,
It's not the first,
I’m the driver,
of this hearse
It's all planned,
Too well rehearsed,
I'm the diver
Black looks lovely
Running slowly
Carving stories
Out of your cheeks
Broken bird,
With your broken wing,
Please crawl in my hand,
I’ll make you sing.
I need my mom please
I need my dad please
everyone's happy
Once they've left me
I think my sister's
Fucking crazy
She's rather see me
Bleed out slowly
I'm the worst but
I'm not the first
I can't be loved in-
side this hearse
Nothing’s planned it’s
re-rehearsed
The lost diver
Who was pushed.
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Car Crash Girlfriend Portland, Oregon
Published by A-Phrase Records,
CAR CRASH GIRLFRIEND is:
Brian Hensley,
Rusty Jones, & Friends
Always awkward, forever sad, Brian and Rusty, Farmington, New Mexico sadboi duo, take on the world in order to score girls, friends, and endless cigarettes.
Full Album, "Sadrock" is out now on Bandcamp, SoundCloud, Spotify, Apple, Google, and more!
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